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                |  |  | Cold spring 
                          rain drums hollow rhythms on the windowpanes. Two a.m. The house
 so dark and empty even the kittens
 lie mesmerized by the echoing patter,
 heads raised, ears twitching, eyes wide,
 tiny noses sniffing the air for danger.
 
 But the only danger here is me.
 Once again I've lost it, temper flaring,
 patience at a too-quick end, my daughter
 crying, and my wife's heart sinking
 in the sadness of another good day gone bad.
 If sorry has a name, it must be mine.
 
 The kittens don't suspect a thing.
 One turns her head to lick my hand.
 The other, having satisfied herself
 this new sound filling up the night
 is just another harmless curiosity,
 stirs once, then settles in my lap.
 
 Tonight my wife and child are sleeping
 somewhere else. I've done this to myself
 often enough to wonder just how many
 chances I've got left. I stroke the cats,
 who purr like engines; happy to be near,
 they see no need for my improvement.
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                |  |  | Copyright © 1999 by W. D. Ehrhart Beautiful Wreckage, Adastra Press, 1999
 This poem currently appears in  Thank You For Your Service: Collected Poems,  McFarland & Company, 2019
 
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